Today I feel totally drained of energy. I am approaching a day I have dreaded for a very long time. I am going on a medical leave from my work where I teach artisits with disabilities. It is with these individuals that I have found the strength to keep going. No matter how awful I have been feeling with all the ailments that come with Behcets I have been totally lifted up by these inspiring and creative people. They have taught me much and I am greatful for each and everyday we have worked together. So today I am sad and feel completely exhausted.